A few days ago, I had to have a telephone interview for the social services from the same government complex in another city where I first met the criminal complainant. There are a number of provincial government offices in that complex.... And I didn't have good memories going back to the original situation.... I wasn't sure if it was because of my own behaviour or others' behaviour, or a combination of both...? And even though I said in a post a few weeks ago that I'd already given all the right answers to the police project, I decided that one more was necessary.... There were police and/or firefighters in the police project who had asked the complainant to help them set me up many years ago; and sometimes I heard they'd been offended by me in December 1998 when I wrote a letter with sexual comments--even though it was intended as a joke.... Didn't know if they were still offended, or not, but I wanted to apologize--by sending flowers--and otherwise, I just wanted to make a nice gesture.... I wasn't sure of exactly where to send the flowers but I sent them in care of the police chief who was connected to these parties, directly or indirectly....
Today, I want to state that my "joke letter" was a bad joke.... The parties had wanted to provoke me and they succeeded...and there were reasons for what was done.... And we can't change the past, and whether people want to admit it or not there was good that came out of this matter.... However, going forward, I want to "clean up the mess," wherever possible.... Normally, even if someone tries to provoke a person, it's not desirable to react to them.... And I want to be a better person....
Also, the laws and business matters can be very, very complex.... It's one thing to even know the law and it's another thing to see how the law is applied, in various circumstances...and there are exceptions and all kinds of complications, I'm sure.... One thing I definitely have to tell myself--as I have for some time--is that if any potential couple or perceived couple has a conflict in a business or legal matter, it's undesirable to try to start a relationship...!!! It's better to stay far away from it.... The complainant threw me off track, in different ways, in 1998...and the situation was very unusual....
At this time, we have hindsight to see what happened in the past.... And as I've said, I generally want to be a better person than I was back then.... If there's any more writing that's needed on this topic, I'll continue further another time...?
[As I might've mentioned sometimes, the complainant was actually familiar with my life in 1998, even though I was unaware of it and knew nothing of him except what came out in our contacts.... Some people wondered why the joke letter was so aggressive, but it really had made a difference to me that the complainant SEEMED to be familiar and comfortable with me at the beginning.... I had built up a scenario in my mind which I thought was correct...but there was a lot more going on than I could've imagined...! Also, I was reacting to a couple other executives of the government agency who'd been contacted about me...and I believe it was an attempt to provoke me.... There was a certain amount of anger in my "joke letter," and I wasn't completely thinking clearly about everything.... I'd also had a physical injury and it made a difference to me....]
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
Monday, January 15, 2018
Much Was Required--Part 1
Will the police be able to have a "quality show" at the conclusion of the secret police project if it's known they were forcing me to participate some of the time...? The thing is, my so-called criminal charges were a factor.... Even though the charges were more or less false, I took some chances with the law--because I was mistakenly trying to help the situation, at the time.. Also, I took chances with the inappropriate comments--again, in a mistaken attempt to help.... So, I believe I had to answer for these things if I really wanted to resolve the situation.... [And by now, I'd say I've given all the right answers--all that I can...?]
Last month, I saw a passing headline in the news where the Catholic pope was said to be concerned about the part of the Lord's Prayer which says, "Lead us not into temptation...." The pope had said it was a mis-translation and God doesn't lead anybody into temptation.... I more or less agree with the pope as far as the news story went.... However, my personal understanding is that sometimes God specifically ALLOWS us to be tempted and tested.... [The story of Job in the Bible is an example--an extreme example.] And even if we err and fall down during our testing time, God still has a purpose of letting us see our faults and weaknesses; and He gives us a chance to improve on them.... [The Bible is also full of stories of people who erred, and they confessed their sins and were forgiven.]
Have said the first meeting between the criminal complainant and myself many years ago was a set-up by the secret police...and the police were expecting me to get into problems...and I did.... And I can say I've spent a lot of time writing about my problems and trying to improve myself and my circumstances.... Some of the writing has been public, as in my blogs, and some has been private--in a private blog--or it has been sent to California screenwriters.... Sometimes the police directed me, by secret means, to tell what they wanted me to write about....
Continued in post below.
Last month, I saw a passing headline in the news where the Catholic pope was said to be concerned about the part of the Lord's Prayer which says, "Lead us not into temptation...." The pope had said it was a mis-translation and God doesn't lead anybody into temptation.... I more or less agree with the pope as far as the news story went.... However, my personal understanding is that sometimes God specifically ALLOWS us to be tempted and tested.... [The story of Job in the Bible is an example--an extreme example.] And even if we err and fall down during our testing time, God still has a purpose of letting us see our faults and weaknesses; and He gives us a chance to improve on them.... [The Bible is also full of stories of people who erred, and they confessed their sins and were forgiven.]
Have said the first meeting between the criminal complainant and myself many years ago was a set-up by the secret police...and the police were expecting me to get into problems...and I did.... And I can say I've spent a lot of time writing about my problems and trying to improve myself and my circumstances.... Some of the writing has been public, as in my blogs, and some has been private--in a private blog--or it has been sent to California screenwriters.... Sometimes the police directed me, by secret means, to tell what they wanted me to write about....
Continued in post below.
Much Was Required--Part 2
Continued from post above.
By this time, I've learned to understand the criminal justice system better, I've learned about the law in sexual harassment, I've learned about LGBTQ issues, I've re-connected with my church and spirituality, I've made progress in my mental health issues--not all of which have been reported and prosecuted accurately, and I've also posted a lot of my nature photos in two of my blogs.... At any rate, I believe I've spent my time profitably--to the best of my ability--and maybe the police were justified in wanting responses from me....
When the police set me up, it wasn't that they actually wanted me to do anything wrong.--They just wanted me to have time to write for the police project [by being under false charges]. And I've had a lot of time!
A well-known politician in the USA said once in public--and she was quoting a Bible verse--that, "To whom much is given, much is required...." And I was given a lot, in some ways, by the involvement of the film/TV people.... And it wasn't intended just for my personal benefit but it was for helping with the LGBTQ issues.... [Luke 12:48]
So, if the police put pressure on me at times, it was because there was a job to do.... The secret police project had been put in place and the police wanted me to use my mind and deal with the issues.... It happened that there were different police groups going in different directions somewhat but we've made progress; and I believe we're at or near the end.
By this time, I've learned to understand the criminal justice system better, I've learned about the law in sexual harassment, I've learned about LGBTQ issues, I've re-connected with my church and spirituality, I've made progress in my mental health issues--not all of which have been reported and prosecuted accurately, and I've also posted a lot of my nature photos in two of my blogs.... At any rate, I believe I've spent my time profitably--to the best of my ability--and maybe the police were justified in wanting responses from me....
When the police set me up, it wasn't that they actually wanted me to do anything wrong.--They just wanted me to have time to write for the police project [by being under false charges]. And I've had a lot of time!
A well-known politician in the USA said once in public--and she was quoting a Bible verse--that, "To whom much is given, much is required...." And I was given a lot, in some ways, by the involvement of the film/TV people.... And it wasn't intended just for my personal benefit but it was for helping with the LGBTQ issues.... [Luke 12:48]
So, if the police put pressure on me at times, it was because there was a job to do.... The secret police project had been put in place and the police wanted me to use my mind and deal with the issues.... It happened that there were different police groups going in different directions somewhat but we've made progress; and I believe we're at or near the end.
Thursday, January 11, 2018
Some Additional Comments
Will continue a little from the two posts below.... In the "Renfrew of the Royal Mounted" movie, the "Totem Pole Lodge" people were engaged in some criminal activities.... The real-life "Irishman" and his group haven't been criminal, exactly, in my opinion.--I wasn't meaning to say that.... The film is just a symbolic story, as I said.... The Irishman has been working underground, or whatever.... Will perhaps write more about this in the next few days....
In the movie, the criminals were also fighting against the Mounties.... I think that was significant.... And maybe some people couldn't believe that others would outdo and outsmart them...!??? Anyway, I'm interpreting things to the best of my ability and understanding....
Right now, I don't know for sure what's supposed to happen with the Polish Jews in Ontario...??? There are many Jews from elsewhere, as well, who've supported the police project.... The Polish Jews seemed to be part of the Irishman's group...and some of the Mounties wanted the Irishman and the criminal complainant to leave the police project.... I don't know if the Irishman's entire group will be out, but I suspect they might be...? Whatever.... [Everybody has a purpose for a time....]
Whenever I write something in my blogs, it may take a little while for the parties to consider what I've said.... I don't expect a reaction immediately.... So, if I have a chance I'll continue writing a little more later on and I'll also give people time....
In the movie, the criminals were also fighting against the Mounties.... I think that was significant.... And maybe some people couldn't believe that others would outdo and outsmart them...!??? Anyway, I'm interpreting things to the best of my ability and understanding....
Right now, I don't know for sure what's supposed to happen with the Polish Jews in Ontario...??? There are many Jews from elsewhere, as well, who've supported the police project.... The Polish Jews seemed to be part of the Irishman's group...and some of the Mounties wanted the Irishman and the criminal complainant to leave the police project.... I don't know if the Irishman's entire group will be out, but I suspect they might be...? Whatever.... [Everybody has a purpose for a time....]
Whenever I write something in my blogs, it may take a little while for the parties to consider what I've said.... I don't expect a reaction immediately.... So, if I have a chance I'll continue writing a little more later on and I'll also give people time....
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
They're Resisting Disclosing Their Information--Part 2
The Mounties and their associates have perhaps been too timid in their dealings with the special police project; and I think they should be assertive and insist that the criminal complainant can no longer be involved...and I believe the "Irishman" and his group weren't intended to be involved much longer, either...?
It was in a DVD package called "Dakota Adventures--10 Movies" where I got the Renfrew movie from.... It was sold at Walmart.... People might find it elsewhere, also? I actually had to use two DVD players because my regular one didn't show the second disc.... There were two discs in the package.... But I had an extra DVD player and it worked....
My situation is quite serious right now because I've made certain claims to the "Irishman" and his group, and nobody is supporting me.... We'll remain at a stalemate if nothing happens.... But there are people who want to get paid, besides myself....
It'd be nice for the Mounties to take some responsibility for their project...and take responsibility for the complainant, even if they didn't give him the full orders to do what he did.... [I'm aware of some other people whom he was working with....]
It was in a DVD package called "Dakota Adventures--10 Movies" where I got the Renfrew movie from.... It was sold at Walmart.... People might find it elsewhere, also? I actually had to use two DVD players because my regular one didn't show the second disc.... There were two discs in the package.... But I had an extra DVD player and it worked....
My situation is quite serious right now because I've made certain claims to the "Irishman" and his group, and nobody is supporting me.... We'll remain at a stalemate if nothing happens.... But there are people who want to get paid, besides myself....
It'd be nice for the Mounties to take some responsibility for their project...and take responsibility for the complainant, even if they didn't give him the full orders to do what he did.... [I'm aware of some other people whom he was working with....]
They're Resisting Disclosing Their Information
In the introduction to my first Waterlily Story blog, I stated that I was going to write about "legal matters" which were prosecuted and not prosecuted.... Of course, if a matter isn't in the court, it's not technically a legal matter.... But I felt that some matters COULD be in the courts--it was justified--although it was too complicated and not practical...and therefore I still wanted to refer to some points as "legal matters." Right now, I'm at a place where I'd almost like to be in court...but what I've been given an opportunity for is to write in my blogs.... And I'm going to write here today....
It seems that some of the Mounties, the Royal Canadian Mounted Police, and their city police friends have been resisting disclosing all of their information because they were wanting to get the "criminal complainant" out of the special police project...and it was my "Irishman" friend who had apparently given permission for the complainant to stay involved.... As far as I understand, the above police group had felt the complainant was unscrupulous--on more than one count--and they wanted to have a project with quality and excellence, as far as possible...? Myself, I've agreed that the complainant was unscrupulous. Some other police and their associates had wanted to excuse the complainant because they felt he was acting for a reason.... [But I've had to wonder how long people were going to excuse the bad behaviour...???]
It may not have been the Mounties who gave directions to the complainant to act as he did, when he did...however, I've recently uncovered evidence which shows it was originally their idea.... They had a plan for a man to show interest in a woman and then push her away, with criminal complications and whatever....
Have stated in these blogs earlier that the special police project actually began a long time ago--in 1932.... And there were some films made about Mounties around that time.... They were fictional films for entertainment but they promoted the Mounties and at least one showed some symbolic details about the police project.... This one was called "Renfrew of the Royal Mounted." An officer named Sergent Renfrew was the main character....
By the way, the "Irishman" and I used to live on a street with an Indian name; and we were symbolically referred to as "Indians." The movie contained an "Indian guide"--for the wilderness--and there was a "Totem Pole Lodge" where a lot of activities were happening.... There was also a very visible and colourful character who was Polish.... Some Polish Jews in the province of Ontario have been supporting the police project, I've heard.... In the movie, the whole Totem Pole Lodge referred to the Irishman and his group of police and supporters, in my opinion.... And then there was Sgt. Renfrew and his colleagues....
Near the beginning of the film, Renfew met a young woman. She said she was looking for a man who was her companion.... It turned out the man was her father and she was unmarried. Renfrew acted happy. But then when a child appeared nearby, Renfrew lied and said the child was his.... It was like he was pushing the lady away, at that point, after he'd just made some positive comments to her.... And the lady was sad, believing the man was married.... The story went on from there.... This might not seem like strong evidence--a person needs to have taken an advanced class in high school English to be able to analyze literature.... But I believe this part of the story referred to what the complainant did to me by flirting and then complaining about me.... And it was apparently an idea from the Mounties, directly or indirectly...!
It seems that some of the Mounties, the Royal Canadian Mounted Police, and their city police friends have been resisting disclosing all of their information because they were wanting to get the "criminal complainant" out of the special police project...and it was my "Irishman" friend who had apparently given permission for the complainant to stay involved.... As far as I understand, the above police group had felt the complainant was unscrupulous--on more than one count--and they wanted to have a project with quality and excellence, as far as possible...? Myself, I've agreed that the complainant was unscrupulous. Some other police and their associates had wanted to excuse the complainant because they felt he was acting for a reason.... [But I've had to wonder how long people were going to excuse the bad behaviour...???]
It may not have been the Mounties who gave directions to the complainant to act as he did, when he did...however, I've recently uncovered evidence which shows it was originally their idea.... They had a plan for a man to show interest in a woman and then push her away, with criminal complications and whatever....
Have stated in these blogs earlier that the special police project actually began a long time ago--in 1932.... And there were some films made about Mounties around that time.... They were fictional films for entertainment but they promoted the Mounties and at least one showed some symbolic details about the police project.... This one was called "Renfrew of the Royal Mounted." An officer named Sergent Renfrew was the main character....
By the way, the "Irishman" and I used to live on a street with an Indian name; and we were symbolically referred to as "Indians." The movie contained an "Indian guide"--for the wilderness--and there was a "Totem Pole Lodge" where a lot of activities were happening.... There was also a very visible and colourful character who was Polish.... Some Polish Jews in the province of Ontario have been supporting the police project, I've heard.... In the movie, the whole Totem Pole Lodge referred to the Irishman and his group of police and supporters, in my opinion.... And then there was Sgt. Renfrew and his colleagues....
Near the beginning of the film, Renfew met a young woman. She said she was looking for a man who was her companion.... It turned out the man was her father and she was unmarried. Renfrew acted happy. But then when a child appeared nearby, Renfrew lied and said the child was his.... It was like he was pushing the lady away, at that point, after he'd just made some positive comments to her.... And the lady was sad, believing the man was married.... The story went on from there.... This might not seem like strong evidence--a person needs to have taken an advanced class in high school English to be able to analyze literature.... But I believe this part of the story referred to what the complainant did to me by flirting and then complaining about me.... And it was apparently an idea from the Mounties, directly or indirectly...!
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
Live and Let Live
Continuing from the post below, about the influence gays might have on society, I believe people mustn't let their fear, anxiety, or anger dictate how gays can live.... If a gay couple wants to live together openly, they're not directly or substantially hurting anyone. I believe it's more important for gays to have their freedom than for others to try to restrict it. And if we want to have compassion for gays, I believe we can't refuse the reasonable requests that they've made....
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