Where There's Life, There's Hope...!

The police who started off many years ago in working and praying for the secret police project weren't working for themselves....  They were trying to help other people, especially in the future....  And they were human....  There's a quotation by Alexander Pope which says, "It's human to err...."

Will repeat what I said about the false gay story about me, that I'm willing to pray for God to forgive all the police and their associates who've lied....  Whatever their faults and mistakes, I'm willing to pray....  And I believe God will have mercy if people will start to be honest....

This is a different attitude for me, that I'm taking, and I hope the police project will appreciate it!?

Still Some Delay

As far as the criminal matters go, I can understand that we didn't get a settlement while the issues were still being discussed....  And these kinds of things can take many years, and even decades...!  But as far as I know, the issues are resolved now; and it's harder to understand what's causing a delay in settling...?

Some Other Lies

There have been other lies told within my criminal and mental health matters, as I mentioned the other day, and as I've been saying for a long time.... 

With my mental health, there are different points that could at least be debated....  They're not complete lies, although there's one big one about the film and TV matters....  And without consulting good legal advice, I don't want to say too much more here....

About the criminal matters, I've said earlier that the complaints were partly false and partly true...although if I've had a fair chance to explain my side in the court we might've resolved all the issues...???  Anyway, I also have to be careful of what I say about this part.... 

[The false gay story is the biggest lie, it seems to me, and the longer it goes on the harder it might be for me to get over it...?  If God doesn't help this business, it almost seems that there's no help...!?  But some people have encouraged me and I've appreciated it....  And I'm still concerned about some health issues that I have....  (Some problems improve, and then I get new ones...and I'm still getting diagnoses....)]

Notice of Copyright

"All scripture quotations unless noted otherwise are taken from the New Revised Standard Version of the Bible, copyright 1989 by the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of  Christ in the United States of America.  Used by permission.  All rights reserved."

Have posted this notice of copyright earlier in my nature blog, but wanted to post it again here....  Am not 100% sure it's needed but would rather be on the safe side....  [There are some Bible verses quoted from the above Bible in my posts yesterday.] 

A Police Chaplain

Have read in a church magazine [from my church] recently that one of the church leaders, in a relatively high position in Canada, is a chaplain for one of the police agencies....  Won't name any names in this space....  The police aren't the local ones here but they're not too far away.... 

Don't know if this minister advises specifically for the police project, or not, but his police are involved in the special project....  And he does apparently give spiritual advice and guidance to these police...!!! 

Anyway, it's obvious the police have better people than me who are helping them...!!!  [I'm really a nobody.]  The magazine didn't say exactly how long this man was a chaplain, but I got the impression it was for a while--maybe 10 years or so...??? 

The Best Thing to Do

At this time, I believe I've done all that I reasonably can--and then some--for the police project.  It was about two-and-a-half years ago that I quit writing to California and that completed the main phase of this work....  Right now, my opinion is that I'm facing a no-win situation....

Have decided I can afford to forgive all the parties for not working with me...and I actually can't afford not to because it affects my happiness on a daily basis....

If the parties ever get to a place where they want to pay me the money I've earned, I'd be glad to accept it....  But I'm not going to actively look for it any more.

It probably won't happen but if anybody wants to communicate with me directly, by normal business means, I'd make an effort to deal with them....  I don't plan to contact anyone, myself.

It seems the best thing I can do now is to walk away.  So, I'm doing that.  People can watch and see if I mean it, or not?, but I do mean it...!

2018 Issues...

Going back to 1998 for a moment, I'd like to ask that even if the lawyer involved didn't intend any harm why didn't he discern that the complainant was up to something???  The "stern executive" who wrote the letter also didn't discern anything, it seems???  These two men are intelligent people, I'm sure, and they could've considered the situation more carefully....  [But they both gave obvious approval to the letter....]

At this time, to the best of my knowledge, it's the "stern executive" and/or his associates who are resisting the complainant...they don't want him involved in the police project any longer...and the 1998 lawyer and/or his associates are supporting the "stern executive...?"  Is this correct?  And
they expect me to do all the work to get the complainant out, without any assistance???

It's mostly the American PDs and FCs who are supporting the complainant....  They seem to have blind faith in him, although I don't believe it's warranted....  And from comments I've heard on my Christian satellite TV earlier--from what police have said to people there--they haven't had credible plans....  It also happens that the population of the USA is ten times bigger than Canada's population....

So, is it fair for the parties to demand that I do all the work here, without any help from them...???  And is it even possible for me to do anything, while some people seem to be hiding their heads in the sand???  If I could help, I'd certainly like to but it just seems that I'm spinning my wheels...!?  A little bit of assistance might make all the difference...!?